My story... confused atheist... to broken believer

I received a text today about Trump wanting to run again and reform the Republican party, getting rid of the 7 senators who voted against him. This screams totalitarianism to me, in that any one who has a opinion or view that criticizes or disagrees with Trump is banished, so to speak. And I can't help but think... if he is successful, what will be the ultimate reaction from the other side of the aisle?  How will this turn out?  What consequences come about from these kinds of control/manipulation/oppressions? It would nice to have a moderate conservative run for president and win, who upholds both conservative values as well as kindness.  Freedom of speech as well as humility.

The article is here: https://www.nbcnews.com/science/space/nasas-mars-rover-minutes-away-nail-biting-landing-attempt-rcna280 Quote: “Perseverance is attempting to answer one of the biggest questions in the history of humanity: Is there life elsewhere in the solar system?” said Chris Carberry, co-founder and CEO of Explore Mars, a nonprofit organization that advocates for human exploration of the planet. “If people can’t get excited about this mission, I don’t know what’s wrong with them.” The reason why some people may not get excited about this mission, and the billions of dollars put into these types of missions as well as SETI research, is because they already know there is no life elsewhere in the solar system or in the universe.  The problem with many evolutionist-types, is that they usually strongly believe some or all of these presuppositions: Evolution is true, and happened on Earth If evolution happened on Earth, it must have happened elsewhere in the Universe Science will eve

Hello all I have seen so many people writing on websites about various things that have both been helpful and not, that I thought I might have something to say that might be helpful for some (maybe few) people out there.  I was born in 1983.  I like technology, but I have to say the world has changed more negatively with all the online stuff.  There's definitely a lot of a good you can use facebook, youtube, and google searches for (etc), but overall it seems like we are socially and morally worse off with the tech revolution.  For business and research computers and internet are overwhelmingly beneficial, though. But that's beside the point of me starting this blog.  I grew up being taught evolution in school and so had ammunition to reject "God" and Christianity when I was in my teen years.  But I was so confused about everything in life, and lost inside and hurting for real connection with other people and love, meaning, direction, and what to live for and why.  I